Morning Devotion Reflection
I am a Person of Endless Bitter Heart
June 17, 2020
I am so touched by your tearful testimony of Daemon Nim telling you that True Father wanted to talk to you. In Japanese, True Father said to you "Yoroshiku ne". and I felt your heart. You are the only leader who always tells us to deeply know and understand God's sorrowful situation. God knows you are doing your best to comfort Him and we are learning and growing so much because of your morning devotion. This has never happened to me before. Due to so much inspiration, I lose some sleep and my fingers sometimes just move to find the letters on the keyboard. Sometimes I don't notice the time and the length of my reflection. Even FB messenger tries to reject my reflection because it is too long. So I have to cut it into pieces or delete some of them to make it short. I agree with you. True Father also wants to say the same words to us. True Father has no physical body so we are his physical body now. Our main goal is to restore one nation in unity with True Mother's goal, hope, and vision. We will do our best Dr. Yong!
You are such a great, warm leader and a humble person of God. You have not changed your heart as a real person. I am sorry for not doing enough. I have to do my best from now on to fulfill my HTM mission and my mission to liberate my spiritual ancestors and have them attend the Ancestors' Blessing Ceremony.
Dr. Yong's Topic today is "I am a Person of Endless Bitter Heart". In this message, he encouraged us to go beyond our background to be the best filial sons and daughters of God, worthy of God and True Parents’ blessing and embrace. We need to ask ourselves if we are doing our best. We are still alive because we did not do our best so we have to prolong our life so we can still do our best. These are the highlights of his message today.
Why God cannot reveal His Sorrowful Heart to us? Why God and True Parents cannot reveal their hearts of sorrow to us? How did True Father reveal Heavenly Parents' Sorrowful Heart? Why can’t God open His heart to me? What is the reason why God cannot reveal His sorrowful heart to me? God is a God of so much suffering. Why can't I feel it? It is not just because we do not have a passionate desire to know God. But more importantly, God cannot find a reciprocal base to give and take with us. It is like an elementary school who cannot understand his parents' heart. It is only when he reaches a certain level, age, and heart when he can understand his parents' heart.
As parents, we have to hide our problems and difficulties in our children. We only want to show goodness and happiness to children. However, when the children begin to understand their parents' hearts, they try to communicate their understanding and feeling to their parents. AT this stage, parents begin to open their hearts to the children.
When you reach the divine spirit or a certain level of God’s heart. Then we can realize how we should reciprocate to God. It is like the True Father realizing that God is not a happy God. He always cried for God. When he consoled and comforted God from the bottom of His heart. God at first tried to hide His real Heart until such time that He can no longer hide and have to reveal His heart to True Father. When True Father touched God’s heart, God revealed everything to True Father
When children truly understand their Parents' Hearts. Then, parents will start revealing their true situation to true children. When children make a very good condition to understand their parents' hearts. It is not just Jeong Seong. It is also about how he will touch this heart, discover His situation, and find solutions to God’s sorrow. Heavenly Parents’ cry and cry revealing his situation to Father and revealed the various situations to Father.
True Father has not met anyone in the movement who could understand his heart. He cannot find any member like this. This means that no member has ever reached the level of his heart. Even God surrendered His heart to the True Father. God was moved by Father’s heart, motivation, and resolution to understand and comfort His Heart. True Parents’ Jeongseong is more than anyone in history. When True Father asked God if this was true? God said yes.
A Japanese member who is married to a Filipino member in Japan has not seen True Father even in her dreams. But when she started attending this morning devotion, he had a dream of True Father and True Father told her that True Father is revealing his heart through the daily morning devotions of Dr. Yong. Heavenly Parents and True Parents will reveal to you when your whole being is 100 percent the same with God. We have to become this kind of Unificationists.
God reveals His heart even in the smallest stone on the road. Even the single blade of grass can make you understand God’s heart if you strongly and passionately connect to His Will, Purpose, and Situation. Even Father would gaze at the stars and resent asking them the same questions about God’s sorrowful heart. Everything he sees from the perspective of this kind of heart. Father is like a poet in his communication with nature and God’s heart. He appeals to all things with this kind of internal communication.
We can easily communicate with anything and anyone when the level of our heart reaches the level of God’s heart. We have become ignorant of God’s heart that is why we lost this kind of ability. However, If we have the kind of heart that Father said, “I endured everything until now with the resolve that at the moment I face death, I will not leave behind a will of regret that says, “ I should have offered more Jeong Seong, or I should have done things differently.” Then, we have reached that level of being a true Unificationist individual or family. Just by reading these words, I could say he truly understands the standard of God’s heart how far I am far from this standard. He truly understands God’s heart.
When we truly understand God’s situation then our determination to solve God’s problems, avoid mistakes, and comfort God’s heart will go beyond the boundaries of life and death. Father cannot rest and relax when he knows God’s heart and situation. His strength comes from his understanding and unity with God’s sorrowful heart. Enumerating how many things or challenges we need to control is not the way. There is only one way to become like a True Father. It is to deeply understand God’s heart and resolve to be God’s true filial sons and daughters.
Father is such an amazing and incredible person. He does not want to leave a will of regret. He cannot die like this. Regret means I did not do my best to understand and comfort God’s sorrowful heart. He does want to leave anything in this world with regrets. If we can it as True Father did. We have to resolve always to do our best so we will not leave behind a trail of regret.
We all cannot perfectly deliver God’s real heart of sorrow. If we sleep during a condition of devotion. This means our heart is still at a very low level. If we follow True Father’s way then we will become a true Unificationist or individual with that kind of heavenly heart, heavenly will, and heavenly purpose.
All kinds of restoration centered on God’s heart starts from individual salvation. True Father’s concept of restoration and salvation is beyond the family, the nation, and the world. Father’s concept is cosmic restoration. If we are following True Parents’ teachings then we need to have the same concept, the same goal, and the same vision. It is not just talking about restoration at all levels. At least, we all need to have victory in the restoration of the tribe. Our mission is true to restore the tribe to help in the overall goal of restoring one people, one land, and one sovereignty, one nation under God. True Parents' wish is to have one country restored as a Chun Il Guk nation.
Father feels so sorry to God every time he sees Unification Church members who are not able to truly understand God’s heart and apply that understanding in our real life. That day will come when we are all able to fulfill God’s will with the heart of the Father, tears for Heaven, sweat for the earth, and blood for mankind. Filial piety always moves the parents' hearts.
We need to repent and push ourselves everyday so we can restore the nation of God. We need to express our complete confession to God. We need to follow True Father’s example so that we can comfort God’s heart and God will be so grateful to us. When God expresses His thankful heart to you for doing your best for doing the mission that many people normally would not do. We need to love our mission country more than your own country.
Each of us has to make a strong resolve to die in the place of our mission. We need to read Father’s mind and heart through his word because if we don’t. It won’t make any sense. We have to go beyond our background to be the best filial sons and daughters of God, worthy of God and True Parents’ embrace. We need to ask ourselves if we are doing our best. We are still alive because we did not do our best so we have to prolong our life so we can still do our best.
Thank you Dr. Yong for this very important message today. I truly feel that Heavenly Parents and True Parents are using you as Their mouthpiece on earth at this time to guide us on how to become real filial children. I hope that many more people will get to hear your message and live by the teachings of True Parents so we won’t live our lives in regret.
Thank you so much for sharing with us the sincerity of your heart to console and comfort God and True Parents heart! -- Rafael E. Ablong
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